Oklahoma City Lesbian Message Board
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I'm here
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posted by skat@yahoo.com
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Hey babe. I would love to be there for you right now. If I was I would put my arms around you and hold you so close. I would touch your face and tenderly kiss your lips and make you feel so special because I am sure you are. You need to be loved as only a woman can do. I could make all of those fantasies come true and just thinking about it makes me want to be with you more. There is truly not a more beautiful love than that of a woman. To love and to touch and to warmly hold. I hope you find that love.
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RE: Ever Feel Like This?
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posted by Colleen
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I am going thru a similar experience myself. I am a Fit and Fabulous Fifty year old woman who has yet to experience her first lesbian love. I have spent my life raising three wonderful liberal children who are on their own and far away. My marriage did not last long because I did not want to be with the man and I found reasons to reject him. Now that I look back, I wish I would have been open to exploring an alternative years ago but I was brought up in religious fundamentalism so that was not an option I could consider. Now, I live alone with my three cats and two dogs on an acre and a half place out in the country. I love it here but it does get lonely sometimes. I am a nature lover and I believe in the Goddess. Over the past few years, I have been questionning my sexual orientation (after I exploded the religious myths). I live in a small town so I do not get out much to meet people. I think I would be alittle hesitant about going to a club in the city. I have watched every episode of The L Word and I love it. My turn on fantasies usually involve making love to a woman. I am interested in meeting intelligent, thoughtful, spiritual (pagan/wiccn/new age), nature loving, playful, affectionate women for friendship and then see what develops. Any suggestions for a late bloomer would be very much appreciated. Hugs! Colleen Aberdeen
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Ever Feel Like This?
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posted by DiceKitten
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I've been so close to tears and scarred lately that I can't stand to have my fiancee/boyfriend touch me. I get phyiscally ill. the sex is just disappointing to the point where I either push him off, take sleeping pills to fall into a deep sleep FAST! or just perform oral sex on him so I can get it over it. He is very selffish in bed and I am never satisfied. He is selfish to the point, just 2 weeks after I gave birth to MY daughter (not hisbiologically) he pushed me into having sex.
He gives me grief and doesnt care if I dont have sex then he pressures me into it to the point where I cry through it cause Im not turned on
Lately I've returned to my old habits of watching girl on girl porn and checking out females in nudie mags and on the street and masterbation fantisies with women. I've been like this for a longtime
I feel trapped like I got myself into something I shouldnt have knowing the way i've been acting.
I know if I come out, I'll be letting down a lot of people especially the religious side of my family and I won't have anyplace to live cause I'll be thrown out on my ass and I cant afford that cause i have a newborn.
Before ya ask, no Ive never been with a woman, but I jus cant stop thinking about them and how attracted to them I am. Men just litterally make my skin crawl.
Im sorry for seeming so open about this, but have any women gone through something similer before they came out
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